Trust

fearing what may be, trusting the lord with all my heart, & surrendering everything to him & his will is something that ive continuously struggled with. upon a closer look, what christian has this perfect all the time? at one time or another we all feel & struggle with these things. ive always strived to be as independent as i possibly could, careful not to depend on anyone else 100%..so that everything was in my control or atleast it seemed that way. truth is their is only so much i can control. the more i give my life to god the happier i am. im finding myself slowly letting go of these ridiculous standards i set for myself.